I sort of hate it here 😒

I'm feeling some grief this morning... 

Saw a video that mentioned the mitochondria and said that when it's infected,  it's geriatricized. 

That single word describes the overall effect of post viral illness. 

Geriatricized. Can't be undone.

Ever since I was struck down (meant in the literal sense)

by M.E. I have tried to describe the way I feel since by saying that

My system seems to think I'm in my eighties... 

Geriatricized Mitochondria 

That's what you're risking when you become a sacrificial lamb to SarsCov2 

And I CANNOT wrap my head around how you can blindly continue to do the same even after all of this evidence continues to mount. 

I'm grieving today. 😔